tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-31859706083232144042024-02-19T13:53:44.851-08:00I am cloverCloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.comBlogger56125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-36036579349515777112013-05-07T06:33:00.004-07:002013-05-07T06:40:27.707-07:00Just a feeling<span style="color: cyan;">超久没有更新我的部落格,</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">没有想到我还会开启它的这一天。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">某天之后,我的部落格再也没有正面的事情。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">但其他的也不是负面,而是我想法和宣泄。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我不需要在这里面伪装自己。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">前几天开始,就变得怪怪的。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">自己的脑袋当机了好几年,忽然启动。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我。。。没办法适应。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">因为我逃避了好久</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">以前有人说过我什么事都敢面对,不会选择逃避。(可能他不熟悉我)</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我不以为然,因为我觉得我不是这样的人。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">但相比现在,的确...状况严重许多。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">家里发生了那么多事之后,担子重了,根本就没有多余的心思让我思考。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">刹那间发生那么多的事,负荷不了。弱</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">适应了之后,我开始任性。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">开始叛逆,这或许是迟来的叛逆期。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我家人真的很好,没有逼我做什么或是赚百万之类的。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">真的很好...但我却有种想逃离家的冲动。矛盾</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">原来我以为的适应,是因为我在逃避。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">逃避思考,逃避未来。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">就这样浑浑噩噩过了2年。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">对,我浪费了2年。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">不后悔</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">因为职场上还是学到一些有的没的。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">只是在办公室环境(上班族)形态久了,真的会让人沦陷。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">习惯了身边的人事物,包括工作形式。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">适应了就懒得去改变,久而久之...学到的就只会抱怨。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">听到身边的同事不断的抱怨</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">在这样的环境,多少会改变吧?</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">我到底在工作这2年,中学毕业这5年多,大专毕业2年多</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">有什么改变?</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我改变了什么?</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">自己又变成怎样了呢?不晓得</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">认真的思考,其实答案自己知道。但害怕承认</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">但也不得不承认了。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">自认工作能力没有很强</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">做每样事情都怕到要死</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">一旦久没有做就会忘光光</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">这就好像努力为了考试而读/记一大堆,然后考完试就忘光光一样。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">又能怎样,记忆力衰退。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">在想是自己身体健康的问题还是无心? 还是天生? (爸妈说是天生)==</span><br />
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<span style="color: cyan;">自认很少对人发脾气的我(除了家人)</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">最近火气很大</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我是有血有肉的人,感情丰富</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我把重视的朋友看得很重</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">(写不下去)</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">真的...白痴</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">没办法,改不了</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">但别人不知道的伤害会是双倍</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">我不成熟</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">所以我不能成熟的和任何一个人当朋友</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">是我不对</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">好吧好吧</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">老不爱面对现实的我</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">终究在自己美好的想象空间里度过</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">当看见现实的时候</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">就躲在角落难过许久</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">白痴</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">又能怎样</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">其实他说的一针见血</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">就是具体化了我的所有</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">可能是我不肯面对所以生气</span><br />
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<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">前途一片“光明”</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">不想原地踏步</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">却不知道下一步要踩去哪里</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">想到的</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">通路不多</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">伙伴没有</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">资本不多</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">敢敢去?怕死</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">怎么样开始都是问题</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">可是在这样下去</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我25岁恐怕都会这样度过</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">相信自己</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我不会让自己这样过的</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我现在要学的是沉住气</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">忍</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">然后再去拼</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">家里...我真的管不了那么多了。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我不是以前历史读得那些伟大孝女或者是什么女强人</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">但我偶尔也要自私一下</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">(说是这么说,谈何容易)</span><br />
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<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">是我问题比较大还是别人呢?</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">自我检讨当中</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">今天被朋友气到</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">真的莫名的被气到</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">无论到那一堆朋友区</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我都好像是一样的角色</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我不甘心</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">也很痛心</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">反正都可有可无</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">我还是要习惯一个人</span><br />
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<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">试着不去想太多</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">正面。。。。。一点两点三点</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">告诉自己</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">1</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">2</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">3</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">开心点。。。</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">开心点....</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">开心点。。吧</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">一片自相矛盾</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">自我解剖的文章</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: cyan;">5年后看回这一篇</span><br />
<span style="color: cyan;">应该会笑翻</span>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-64416684938688206662012-11-11T06:16:00.003-08:002012-11-11T06:16:52.338-08:00现实<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">好久没有更新部落格,有谁还说在经营它呢?</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">今天也没有什么特别的主题</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">纯粹想要乱写~~~~~~~~</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">第一:朋友</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">朋友真的好像我家人一样重要</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">没办法缺乏朋友</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">但知心的那个</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">我要学会如何不嫉妒死好友对别人好</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">否则我会让自己痛苦</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">我要学会自己是特别的</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">但往往不是</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">什么都不要想</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">珍惜友好的时候</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">因为你不知道20年后会不会想李大仁程又青一样还是朋友or敌人or过路人?</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">第二:工作</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">喜欢的工作仍然会有倦怠期</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">原因?不够忙?</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">矛盾...忙的时候会埋怨</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">但还是要让自己坚持</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">虽然看不到未来的路</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">但走着先吧</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">身边的人眼光都看很远,并实行当中</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">但我刚安定下脚步</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">目前都不想让这安定的生活有什么改变</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">第三:生活</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">这些不是有关联的吗?哈哈</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">锅盖盖不完</span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="color: purple;">但还是要一点点的盖</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">分散盖</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">2013</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">如果2012后没有世界末日</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">2013的生活会有什么改变呢?</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">一层不变的生活会让自己陷入平静与角落当中</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">会不断的掉入一样的问题漩涡</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">出不去</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">请忽略男主角</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">生活都被现实占据</span></div>
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<span style="color: purple;">没有空闲想别的</span></div>
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Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-19519286628597001222012-05-15T19:41:00.001-07:002012-05-15T19:41:41.267-07:00新生活还是...<span style="color: blue;">开心我还蛮喜欢这份工作的</span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">但每次塞车的时候都不断地想,如果可以拥有自己的一辆新车那该有多好啊~</span><br />
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<span style="color: blue;">每天要叫哥哥来来回回的载</span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">车油就打到穷了!</span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">但出车的关卡肯定过不了</span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">阿!!一定要出!</span><br />
<br />
<span style="color: blue;">目前的状况都不想去了解那么多了</span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">过的一天是一天</span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">等天掉钱给我?</span><br />
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<span style="color: blue;">脑想这些都快要打结了</span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">不想</span><br />
<span style="color: blue;">哈哈哈哈</span><br />
<br />Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-48171221360748194262012-05-15T19:37:00.002-07:002012-05-15T19:37:27.091-07:00travelI want to go travel.<br />
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Target:<br />
Taiwan<br />
Seoul Korea<br />
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wuwuwuuuwuwuuwCloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-8302541088964644242012-04-18T17:37:00.000-07:002012-04-18T17:37:34.386-07:00New work new life?<span style="color: magenta;">I started a new work from 16 April 2012.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Company: Ingram Mirco (IT industry again)</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">but the good new is im not doing sales role!!~</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">my position is marketing assistant...!</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Curious right!!sound like not related or suitable for me</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">Now already 4th day.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">But i still havent learn a lot.Because of the system.sigh</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">I only can learn Adobe illustrator CS4 by myself. XD</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">Until now, i observed that this job just like admin??hahaha</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">i will updated after i really "touch" .</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">My manager quite a kind person.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">but the problem i facing now is English.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">My mother language not English, but my team are.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">sometimes cant understand what they are talking about actually.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">hahaha~but luckily i still can talk abit abit abit abit...><</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">New work not equal to new life.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">I still remain the same finance problem</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">and transport problem</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">hope it can solve faster!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">Now keep BLUR everyday...</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">brain is empty...duno wat im thinking</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">but i only know my action slower than before.</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">OLD jor!!!HOW come!!!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">hope i can adapt it... </span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">GOOD LUCK to ME!!!</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">fast fast pass the probation period!! </span>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-28963639016868109772012-04-07T12:02:00.000-07:002012-04-07T12:02:00.580-07:00过去一年<div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: magenta;">终于有一丁点动力去整理我的一年</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: magenta;">说真的</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: magenta;">没有了日历本真的没办法记得自己一年里面干了什么</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">当然我的一年都限制在hp做工的日子</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">里面发生的事不看照片是很难有记忆</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">因为很多也很少</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1b6N1Euwm1KgZwhlXznjJtsSDqCEzvdom2CPgfpcqBBnLH-hi3_IEODrri-Zxw3MGOkX4SwfYChQrBkNliU6eRuLs4BKMw3QtpeZ1o8oGQXPAoXWqLHhSoDmZkerOV50N4Xrpit5yXTry/s1600/images.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1b6N1Euwm1KgZwhlXznjJtsSDqCEzvdom2CPgfpcqBBnLH-hi3_IEODrri-Zxw3MGOkX4SwfYChQrBkNliU6eRuLs4BKMw3QtpeZ1o8oGQXPAoXWqLHhSoDmZkerOV50N4Xrpit5yXTry/s1600/images.jpg" /></a> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">认识了不少同事</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">很幸运的是沟通良好^_^</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">也学到不少</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">而且也学到买东西的精明</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">但学到归学到</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">实际上还是很难实行><</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUaKkEIjWgOzdMp8kmOmEVklfw4OF1ZSQgHVeqWtN9V_MT5FU3u1SQwNZiVGjtx0GN13_X3HVLZE7OT2b-Ahbbg_BWtEuXAtcCjsYkZFufV0q9xGt7_mkeoSLaKRAwRPetlLOybhwwuhpi/s1600/photo1.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUaKkEIjWgOzdMp8kmOmEVklfw4OF1ZSQgHVeqWtN9V_MT5FU3u1SQwNZiVGjtx0GN13_X3HVLZE7OT2b-Ahbbg_BWtEuXAtcCjsYkZFufV0q9xGt7_mkeoSLaKRAwRPetlLOybhwwuhpi/s320/photo1.jpg" width="320" /></a> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">虽然在这间公司里面做了一年</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">但还是看了不少同事离开</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">一直欢送就对了~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">哈哈哈哈</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">这是间不错的公司但只限于permanent</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">可惜我是contract</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">但前途一眼看尽就是如此</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">很开心我第一份全职就在这么大间公司做</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strike><span style="color: #b4a7d6;">(我也知道会造就以后的坏习惯XD )</span></strike></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">最后我还是选择离开</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">不想被第一份工作绑死</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">虽然心理不停的挣扎</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">现实与理想不一样</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">但我还是想去接触不同的事物</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">毕竟经常将自己放进井里也不是一件好事</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;">所以我离开了。</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: purple;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: lime;">离开hp已经2个月多了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: lime;">一个月休息时间就不断的约会</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: lime;">但不是男女约会</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: lime;">是同学朋友的聚会</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: lime;">我很珍惜每一次的聚会</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: lime;">因为你不知道什么时候身边会没有了这些朋友</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: lime;">当知道自己身边的朋友圈渐渐变窄的时候</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: lime;">自己就开始慌了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">在失业的期间</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">我接到了一个表演</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">重点这个表演不是舞蹈也不是唱歌更不是主持</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">而是</span><b><span style="color: purple; font-size: large;">乱打</span></b><span style="color: orange;">!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">惊悚……啊!不是……是</span><span style="color: red; font-size: x-large;"><b>惊吓</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">因为除了之前空中之城(校园广播电台)的台庆表演之外</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">也没有在其他地方表演过这个才艺<strike>(不要脸XD)</strike></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">而且距离之前表演的时间已经有2年了吧!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">我也没有很厉害,比起原本storm的团员我根本就是敲打基本节奏的程度</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">但为了</span><span style="color: #ea9999; font-size: x-large;"> $$</span><span style="color: orange;"> !!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">硬着头皮上!!哈哈哈</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">为什么会找我呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">因为Storm的成员都太忙了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">主办单位要求3位成员就够了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">恰切他们差了那么一位</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">意外的想起了我</span><strike><span style="color: #ead1dc;">(自豪一下下)</span></strike></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">就穿插了我下去充当了团员 >_<</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">厚脸皮hor~~哈哈哈</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #93c47d;">其实是为一家有机餐厅</span><span style="color: #38761d;"><b>Greenlicious</b></span><span style="color: #93c47d;"><b>开幕典礼</b>做开幕表演</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #93c47d;">练习时间只有2天 </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #93c47d;">其中一天是知道大概要敲什么</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #93c47d;">第二天是3个人合在一起对过然后在加码</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #93c47d;">这样就算了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #93c47d;">经纪人来到就加更多东西</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #93c47d;">原本淡定的我都被她弄的紧张兮兮</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #93c47d;">当然表演当天也是很多突发的改变</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #93c47d;">临时要加和改变一些表演</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: red;">还有<span style="font-size: x-large;">艺人、媒体</span>来呢 ><</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #b6d7a8;">其实啊</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #b6d7a8;">我最担心的不是其他</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #b6d7a8;">而是我跟其他2人没有默契</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #b6d7a8;">不过有2位帮忙cover我~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #b6d7a8;">没问题啦~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #b6d7a8;">顺利表演完毕~~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #b6d7a8;">而且主办单位还大赞不错!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #b6d7a8;">我们还拿到礼袋 (美丽实用的环保袋 + 有机食品)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #b6d7a8;">不错不错~有钱赚至于有东西拿~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #b6d7a8;">哈哈哈~一举两得~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: lime;">也让我想起以前表演的热情和感觉!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: lime;">这是我1年多里面让我想到大专时候的生活</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: lime; font-size: large;"><b><i>改变!</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiv9tvKhD11vNc7Zj0J4A__YHHwBddMMypRIQqsaL-04P4G5eIuJBBty7qJ44-30DOLpsNoLGbubembj5KJA5xJ-MxVJJwBBsNQhP8FLfLcDS5d-6corNZ8s8dNTG1ZDiQkf2Wywzipojw/s1600/page.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiv9tvKhD11vNc7Zj0J4A__YHHwBddMMypRIQqsaL-04P4G5eIuJBBty7qJ44-30DOLpsNoLGbubembj5KJA5xJ-MxVJJwBBsNQhP8FLfLcDS5d-6corNZ8s8dNTG1ZDiQkf2Wywzipojw/s320/page.jpg" width="320" /></a> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">喜欢这种紧张又害怕</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">但之后是跨一步而且轻松自在的感觉</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">短短在两个月里面的其中一个礼拜发生了好多事</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">好像冥冥中就有安排似得</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">想回当初自己的不好的预言</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">最后真的发生</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">真的很生气</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">存的钱只有一点点</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">但一次就清光</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">而且还负债</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #cccccc;">我应该庆幸我过了这一关吗?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #741b47;">车坏了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #741b47;">修了不少钱</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #741b47;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #741b47;">爸爸进院了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #741b47;">现在目前是检查期</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #741b47;">再安排时间开刀</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #741b47;">虽然成功率很高</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #741b47;">但还是会害怕</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #741b47;">加上钱的问题</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #741b47;">也是一个烦恼</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #741b47;">希望人平安</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">这些事都发生在我休息了一个月重新出发找工的时间上</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">见了几份工作</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">一天平均有一至两通的电话叫我安排时间去面试</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">工挑人,人挑工</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">最后</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">好了,什么都不用排</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">以上两件事同时发生</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">家里顿时停顿了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">什么都没办法做的状况下过了2个礼拜</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: yellow;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">有人告诉我</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">衰运完了之后会谷底反弹</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">好事会跟着来</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: yellow;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">我也希望如此</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #9fc5e8;">2个礼拜后第一件好事是我终于找到工作了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #9fc5e8;">是一间代理商 ingram micro</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #9fc5e8;">职位是marcom assistant</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #9fc5e8;">性质我也不是很清楚详情</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #9fc5e8;">有大概了解了一下</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #9fc5e8;">但还是实际去做才可以知道咯~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #9fc5e8;">希望我会在这里找到动力!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #9fc5e8;"><strike>(心里还是有少少期待剪接的说,但很难有这个机会)</strike></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">16号开工了!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">紧张!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">哈哈哈~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">我不变的是我还是很容易紧张</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: yellow;">我要好好干!!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">加油加油!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">很多朋友帮助我不少</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">也给予顾虑</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">真的患难见真情</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">我心知</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">心情不好时</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">对了不少人抱怨和发脾气</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">真的不好意思</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">毕竟那么久都没有真正对别人发脾气</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">抱歉一鞠躬</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: orange;">sorry~~~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: #f4cccc;">求了一支上签</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: #f4cccc;">希望如签文所说的一样好</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: #f4cccc;">自己也设定了目标</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: #f4cccc;">我一定要在今年办到!</span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="color: red; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: large;">ps:</span></i><span style="background-color: #d9d2e9;">觉得自己身体越来越差</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: #d9d2e9;">很多毛病都有</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: #d9d2e9;">跳绳或跑步一首歌的时间</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: #d9d2e9;">脸就苍白到什么一样</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: #d9d2e9;">我看还是要多运动</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: #d9d2e9;">希望不是说说罢了...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: #d9d2e9;">我需要人陪!!哈哈哈</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: #d9d2e9;">还是没办法完全独立</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #fff2cc;">说了那么多</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #fff2cc;">觉得自己看开了很多</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #fff2cc;">果然糟糕的事情发生的时候都有一个过渡期</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #fff2cc;">过了之后颓废了逃避了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #fff2cc;">最后渡过了就没事</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #fff2cc;">希望以后我会持续坚强下去</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-35585654946474547922012-03-01T02:29:00.000-08:002012-03-01T02:29:27.095-08:00现状<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">今天忽然觉得这几天的生活像回到过去一样充实</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">忙着跳舞</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">忙着练习</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">忙着表演</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">为了这些而准备</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">开始时让人动不起来</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">因为没有了革命伙伴</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">没有了爱跳舞的组员</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">大家少了股热情</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">希望我之后的路顺利</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">拜托不要让任何事情动摇到我</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">最近看到身边有2种人</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">一种是追逐着自己的梦想而前进努力</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">一种是放弃了梦想视钱财是自己终极目标</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">往“钱”看</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">看着朋友们都在为自己的目标努力</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">常常说没有梦想的我怎么办?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">没有目标</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">也没有大志</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">往“钱”看?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">还是茫然的走呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">我总是觉得梦想有分2种</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">一种是人家常常都说的:</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">我要成为什么什么的</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">可是梦想不就是:</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">我要环游世界,我要什么什么的?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">哪一个才算是呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">或许两个都是</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">常常让自己设定这两个梦想</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">但只想到往“钱“看的梦想</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">就是我要什么什么的</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">可是</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">职业梦想呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">不知道</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">跟我同样年龄想法的人都说要自己创业</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">将职业变成事业</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">不要为别人赚钱</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">要为自己赚钱</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">但又有多少个人成功呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">我常说钱生钱</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">当然,没用经验、天时地利人和的话多多钱都没用</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">希望可以在旁学着点咯</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">所有忙碌的时间停留在这个礼拜</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">下个礼拜依然是未知数</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">今天不知明天事</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">顺其自然的走吧</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: blue;">我相信我的门正在不远处!</span></div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-51483367663480249552012-02-22T09:27:00.001-08:002012-02-22T09:27:09.127-08:00寂寞<h3 class="post-title entry-title" style="font-family: Georgia, Utopia, 'Palatino Linotype', Palatino, serif; font-size: 30px; font-weight: normal; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; position: relative;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></a></h3><div class="post-header" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.6; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><div class="post-header-line-1"></div></div><div class="post-body entry-content" id="post-body-8298991271219267371" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 1.5; position: relative; width: 488px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">寂寞这个字</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">从来就不轻易从我口中说出,当然“写“也一样</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">但最近体会到</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">寂寞不一定是低落的</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">也不一定是不开心的</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">只是感觉就好像心缺了一块</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">做什么都少了一角似得</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">想要找人吃饭</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">明知是没有人可以找</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">但还是想试一试</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">结果还是没有</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">你就会发现</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">好吧~反正都习惯了</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">想要找人逛逛</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">自己也知道有谁可以找</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">但最后没约人的时候还是说:算了</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">想要唱歌</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">但”脚“都没空</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">只好等</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">自己就是没办法独处</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">一旦独处就会想很多</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">想到最后不知道自己在想些什么</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">就会开始情绪低落</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">连自己是什么心情都不知道</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">真的好像卡通人物里的人一样</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">身边都是阴影然后生蘑菇 (=_=)</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">一直烦自己认为可以烦的人</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">但到最后</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">还是觉得会打扰到人家</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">最后的最后</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">还是那句话:算了</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">终究还是一个人</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">忽然觉得自己更能体会到一半这首歌</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/8PpFupKpFS4" width="420"></iframe></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.blogger.com/goog_1793360426"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">快乐少一人分享</span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: black; color: #6fa8dc;">快乐就只剩一半</span></div></div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-72516242543527811242012-01-29T06:42:00.000-08:002012-01-29T06:42:34.700-08:002012 的发现<span style="color: magenta;">去年的这个时期,大家都因毕业各奔东西去。</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">朋友逐渐的去追梦去了。</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">之后大家有了各自的生活</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">肯定的是,一定有所变化。</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">去年我没将我的生活记录,我后悔了。</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">我完全不知道我在做什么,一年里面发生了什么。</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">浑浑噩噩的过了一年</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">知道了要到过年的大扫除,翻开学院三年里的笔记和行程表</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">才发现之前的我,生活是多么的精彩</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">自己就像打开了一本故事书,里面有很多人事物和画面跳出!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">回到今天就开始低落</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">因为我完全不知道2011年我是做过什么,渡过什么</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">2012我开始记载我的行程</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">当日记一样</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">我不想要像2011一样了!</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">另外</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">在记载的同时</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">我都会记下生日</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">我发现</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">不一样了</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">在意的人</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">在意的事</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">统统都没了</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">不执着了</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">但同时也觉得我自己很可悲</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">原来我还是活的那么的狭窄</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">圈子依然那么小</span><br />
<span style="color: magenta;">还是没什么改变</span><br />
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<span style="color: magenta;">这是2012的发现</span>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-48395645982158976052012-01-07T11:43:00.000-08:002012-01-07T11:43:00.090-08:002012 的期许<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">我不对我的2012放任何的设定</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">这是我一直以来的做法</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">不过</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">我想今年要有所改变</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">这样下去不是办法</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">也不是一个长远之计</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">改变可以代表任何事情</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">虽然现在还很难改变我的坏习惯</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">就是negative thinking</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">学习</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">坚持</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">努力</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">意志坚定</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">改变</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">加油吧!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">今天有一个人跟我说了一个我可接受的话</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">希望我可以承受</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">神一定给你可以承受的考验</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">所以开心的去接受吧!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: magenta;">加油!</span></div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-68994976491669526862011-12-10T11:01:00.000-08:002011-12-10T11:01:34.661-08:00sedikit sedikit lama-lama akan jadi bukit?<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">一点一滴累计</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">真的可以堆积成山吗?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">难吧?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">要达到一定的数目应该</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">10年都不可能</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-34597887769794525792011-12-08T01:41:00.000-08:002011-12-08T01:41:47.741-08:00不应该<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">现在的我不应该想这些事</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">不应该为这些事占据我现在的心情</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">我要学着不去在意!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">我要过我的生活!</span>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-37531493963029261192011-12-07T04:21:00.000-08:002011-12-07T04:21:33.848-08:00白手兴家<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">今天听到1电台,主题是《现在总白手兴家吗?》</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">我始终觉得,话不能说满</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">因为世事无绝对</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">只能说很难</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">现在供车供屋子加生活费已经可以是整份月薪了!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">有些较低薪水的根本就不可能供屋子,最多只能供车</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">另外,如果只需要养自己的话还说可以存一点小钱</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">(真的很小,may be RM100)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">但如果有伴侣或家庭或者是家长的人呢?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">伴侣:要过节日=钱</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">家庭:孩子读书,老婆生活费=钱</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">家长:吃喝拉撒睡=钱</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">钱钱钱</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">有钱不是万能,没钱是万万不能</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">拉太远</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">回到主题</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">试问在这个情形之下怎么可能白手兴家呢?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">现在我们看到年轻人的创业都是家里有“米”</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">或者家里不用负担,好让他可以自由去闯荡</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">有些“大人“就会说,你们现在的小孩都爱花钱</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">洗脚不抹脚</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">可是我相信不是全部的人都是这样</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">有些人花钱,但他会赚钱</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">而且他们会到处看别人的生意头脑</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">只是我不相信可以完完全全自己存钱白手起家咯~</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">一定有人投资,一定有人合股吧~~</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">我很赞成那位听众说的</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">可能要等头发都白了才有可能咯~</span>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-36728088566778821612011-12-02T06:57:00.000-08:002011-12-02T06:57:16.187-08:00无奈<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;">为什么我可以人家就不行?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;">为什么人家行我就不行?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;">每次都觉得会预料之中的是一旦中了就真的很气!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;">真的不明白为什么我之前可以这么做!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;">好吧!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;">我不奢望我之前复出换回来多少!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;">义气!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;">我看不到</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;">当我火遮眼!</span><br />
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</span><br />
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</span>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-18547936914960757272011-11-19T08:19:00.000-08:002011-11-19T08:19:07.903-08:00随便写.没有题目 XD<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">今天没有很不甘愿的觉得没有出去逛街是很悲惨的事</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">今天是很休闲的一天</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">很有情绪的天气让人不想往外跑</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">结果</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">幸福的自然醒</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">幸福的喝着我的milo+苏打饼</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">然后就跟妈妈看着重播的《舞极限》</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">然后回到我的房间窝着</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">随意的上上网</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">看看综艺节目</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">下雨了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">眼睛很累</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">睡觉</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">醒来后</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">来个久违的一家人到外面吃饭</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">吃完</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">回家</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">就无聊干了一堆琐事</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">其实这些应该是早上或下午做的事情</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">我竟然晚上做</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">开了歌</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">随意的跳一跳</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">满身大汗了就收拾房间</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">换个床单</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">喷喷清香剂让心情放松(想买蜡烛到房间点了~)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">搞定了就将衣柜里不要的衣物丢出来</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">然后去冲凉</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">之后整理自己的仪容</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">挤挤黑头</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">搽了一堆女人每天都必须将它放在脸上的保养品</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">身为懒女人的我平常可没那么勤劳</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">这次我是照着顺序来搽的哦~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">搞定了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">自己就写了这么无聊的一篇blog XD</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;">-------------------------------------------------------</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">自从上班过后</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">胖了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">。。。。</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">很明显的那种</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnUBuqna4c2coluBv75Fb2Rx126BWwnRRww4YoIMdiWolDxdSvQdSWOhKNOND51QZYJHuNElxdJ4C_JfCrk-f2hauVBrTNteWhLEtpM1CzxnuzzvAsMpK8QLgrCe2zlv-htGy15nUmA8gr/s1600/DSC04253.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjnUBuqna4c2coluBv75Fb2Rx126BWwnRRww4YoIMdiWolDxdSvQdSWOhKNOND51QZYJHuNElxdJ4C_JfCrk-f2hauVBrTNteWhLEtpM1CzxnuzzvAsMpK8QLgrCe2zlv-htGy15nUmA8gr/s320/DSC04253.JPG" width="233" /></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">很无奈</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">吃东西也没有吃比较多。。。</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">只能说</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">上班族真的会令人发胖</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">因为一直坐着</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">吃饱就坐</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">放工塞车回到家已经7.30pm</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">吃饭时间严格来说已经是宵夜了。。</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow;">不胖才怪</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">虽然上班要用到许多的脑力</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">眼睛和脑都很累</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">但我却觉得我缺乏思考</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">因为我喜欢思考上班的事情</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">但人生当中太多死结我打不开</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">所以也没有办法思考</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">有时间的我就盲目的埋在电视剧里</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">现在要我思考我都会发抖</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #c27ba0;">害怕</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">不知不觉我工作了9个月</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">到明年2月我的合约就满了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">我之后的路该继续往这走下去吗?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">还是要放弃呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">如果没有负担的话我大可放手一搏</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">我真的很想</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">但我做不出</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">最近我的变化除了胖了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">就是声音变了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">我的华语变得有一点台湾腔(一点而已)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">跟客户讲电话的时候声音会跟平常的我不一样</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">回到生活中的我</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">就像声音用的太多太做作</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">然后沙哑和更低沉</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">我好像破坏了我的嗓子</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">我现在要做的事情是</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">存钱(又来了,每次都这么说)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">然后就是品味要提升一下</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">现在看中的衣服都是黑白灰</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">不行啊~~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">我要有活力</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">所以现在开始要从服装开始改变</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">让自己心情变得好一些</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">再来就是化妆</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">太久没有化妆</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">连我的eyes gel都硬到没办法涂在眼睛上了T_T</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">所以现在开始要慢慢的练起化妆</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">但金钱上面的关系</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">还是点到为止就算了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">还有还有就是保养!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">我拿以前和现在的照片对比起来</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">真的很没有精神</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">我说不起来原因</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">眼睛看起来很没神</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">整个脸看起来好像很累似得</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">*可能也是胖了的关系,脸大了眼睛就变小了?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">还有就是皮肤的保佑咯</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">大小姐我的皮肤本来就不怎么好</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">说到皮肤保养就有点头痛</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">不知从哪里下手了。。aiks</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">我好想去旅行哦~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">说走就走的旅行</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">不要迁就彼此的旅行</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">不需要想行程的旅行</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">不用在乎金钱的旅行</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">走到陌生的环境摸索</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">让自己重生的感觉</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">让自己跑开烦恼和负面情绪</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">但这短期都不可能</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>现在想到的就是等我的老婆回来</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>*你有在看吗?</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>她回来我就可以抱她</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>讲她XD</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>八一八她有什么事发生</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>上课有什么趣事或者说说台湾环境等等</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>甚至可以开始计划我们的未来大计划</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>虽然我不敢想象未来</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>也不知道这会不会实现/实行</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>但</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>有想和计划已经是第一步了</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>就算没有开始</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>至少跨了一步</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>以后聊起这个还没开始的梦也会觉得很神气</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>哈哈哈</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: magenta;"><b>但还要等2个月。。。。</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">生活真的很快</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">一至五上班</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">出粮了六日就去花钱</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">没钱了就在家看看戏睡睡觉</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">之后过了开心无聊轻松的周末又开始了令人不甘愿的星期一</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">重重复复</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">重复又重复</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">有时候觉得时间过得很快</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">快到我很害怕</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">不知不觉我已经踏入22了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">看了一看</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">除了荷包的钱是自己赚的之外</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">其他的好像都没有什么变化</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">这……算失败吗?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;">我最近有一个想法</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;">我</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;">不想升学了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;">原因不想多讲</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;">但我已经分不清楚我要去升学到底是为了不甘愿?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;">还是文凭?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;">还是梦想?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;">还是只是想要试着在国外生活?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;">虽然放弃是很可惜</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;">但我忽然觉得没有这个必要</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cccccc;">或许我可以想别的方向</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">好长好长哦</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">不知不觉就写了那么长一篇</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">其实还有好多好多要写</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">下次吧</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">有心情在整理思绪</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">最后</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">我想说</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">虽然我很负面</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">现在也很盲目</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">让自己变木偶</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">不要想那么多</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">容许我相信</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">我未来不会是这样的</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">我相信之后会好过的</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">希望我会一直坚持我的相信</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-81983550380107808592011-11-08T05:23:00.000-08:002011-11-08T05:23:35.473-08:00不像天蝎的天蝎<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">我是天蝎座</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">但我的个性好像一点也不天蝎座</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">光是神秘和独立这两点就已经不是了</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">认识我的人都不觉得我神秘</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">独立更加不可能的事</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">我享受孤独和孤单</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">但我到至今任然没有办法学习独立</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">一个人看戏</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">一个人唱K</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">一个人吃饭</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">一个人旅行</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">一个人……</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">有好多一个人代替两个人做的事我都没有办法办到</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">我真的很爱黑暗</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">但我有时会冷的拼命往被窝埋</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">矛盾的个性是天蝎吗?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">还是需要磨练才会变成这样呢?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">星座真的不可信的东西</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">因为全世界那么多人不可能只有12种人</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">所以</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">星座还是准的时候说准</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">看到不准的时候没有感觉就是了</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">不过有一点我就有维持到天蝎座特性</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">那就是………………jealous</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">嫉妒</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">不熟悉我的人是不会察觉我的嫉妒</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">妒忌?嫉妒?shasha</span>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-35053398345288552512011-10-16T00:01:00.000-07:002011-10-16T00:01:24.991-07:00没了<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">获得什么失去什么</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">赚多用多</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">想得到的没得到</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">计划的东西也没有完成</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">人生的抉择很可怕</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">因为你必须要为你选择的路负责任</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">自己是想要过怎样的生活</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">是自己的选择吗?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">还是逼不得已</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">不知道</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">难得感性</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">转回原来的我好了</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">认识我的朋友有没有发现我现在的部落格或者是说话都渐渐的阴暗了起来呢?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">还是应该说</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">或许本人原本就充满阴暗面</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">只是之前读大专的时候生活充实了很多</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">人也开朗了起来</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">但好景不长在</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">现在阴暗面也越来越多了</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">"哈哈哈哈哈"这些,真正满足于我的已经越来越遥远了</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">难怪之前有看过一句话:人越大就越难真心的笑</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">或许有人觉得我很夸张</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">也没有必要把自己搞到好像那么可怜</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">也没有想象的难熬和辛苦</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">其实我也不清楚</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">可能心里还存有不甘心吧</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">erm..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">也渐渐习惯了</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">但"习惯"这个字眼也表示着不想改变了</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">再一次说:人是很矛盾的</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">想要改变但要勇气和决心</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">习惯了,但却不喜欢习惯</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">这样重复下去是不是没有答案呢?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">哈哈</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">努力拨开乌云</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">寻找中</span>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-1285894505207259082011-08-07T08:17:00.000-07:002011-08-07T08:17:47.800-07:00鼻酸<div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: red; font-size: large;">这个星期是让本小姐鼻酸的一个星期.</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">No.1</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">公司有同事离开了~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">以后就没有人陪我废了...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">孤单啊~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">唱:我不能总是一个人在练习</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"><b>No.2</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">跟honey庆祝生日</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">他说了一句话:</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">没有一个人是可以永远陪伴你的</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">这句话就像是敲醒我一直害怕的东西一样...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">被撕破了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">我讨厌一个人</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">但我就是知道没有人可以一直陪到我永远</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">所以我害怕</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">唱:人天生根本都不可以爱死身边一个人</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"><b>No.3</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">今天和老婆去唱k</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">有2首歌唱到鼻酸</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">眼泪都快要流出来了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">差一点唱不下去..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">也因为要gin住</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">所以唱到走音..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">因为..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">跟老婆在一起的日子不多了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">大家变远距离了..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">不知道未来会变怎样</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">也很担心他</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: cyan;">真的..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">唱:好想为了你哭</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">以上是我这个周末的经历...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">之后还有什么令我更难接受的吗?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">不要了好吗?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">另外插曲:</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">我妈说她朋友的女儿做工可以赚很多</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">问我要不要转工作呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">我虽然没有说出口</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">但我想说的是:</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><b>我想要一个做到开心的工作</b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: purple;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><b>而不是一个高薪水的工作</b></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">或许有人觉得我很没出息</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">很没有大志</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">而且没有目标</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">懦弱</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">好吧~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">我承认</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">我就是这样..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">如果我可以选择</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">我真的想离开</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">但是我不能</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">在我还没有找到想要做什么之前</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">就看我能忍多久吧..(只能自我安慰的说)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">哥哥常说:</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: lime;">船到桥头自然直</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>希望吧...</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>现在目标!</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">存钱!!</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: x-small;">在说这句话的同时...</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: x-small;">我在3天内败了RM350!!</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cfe2f3; font-size: x-small;">凸</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-80693916706452390462011-07-26T18:53:00.000-07:002011-07-26T18:53:11.286-07:00久違的updated<div style="color: #666666; text-align: left;">好久沒有更新我的部落格</div><div style="color: #666666; text-align: left;">這也代表著我也好久沒有和我的心聊天</div><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="color: #666666;">也好久沒有讓我的大腦運轉</div><div style="color: #666666;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #666666;">因為我什麽都不想想</div><div style="color: #666666;">我只想盲目的過</div><div style="color: #666666;">但半年過了</div><div style="color: #666666;">覺得自己過得很沒有意義</div><div style="color: #666666;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #666666;">可是該怎麼辦呢?</div><div style="color: #666666;">沒有目標沒有夢想</div><div style="color: #666666;">遺失很久想法</div><div style="color: #666666;">現在要重新找回</div><div style="color: #666666;">認真思考下來到最後還是一片空白</div><div style="color: #666666;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #666666;">爲什麽夢想是一定要成為什麽呢?那不是志願嗎?</div><div style="color: #666666;">我的夢想就是學我想學的樂器</div><div style="color: #666666;">做我想做的事</div><div style="color: #666666;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #666666;">好~撇開夢想不說</div><div style="color: #666666;">我真正想要做的是什麽呢?</div><div style="color: #666666;">一份讓自己開心又起勁的工</div><div style="color: #666666;">是什麽呢?</div><div style="color: #666666;">目前我真的很想讓自己理清什麽是真正要做的</div><div style="color: #666666;">可是又害怕理清</div><div style="color: #666666;">因為我不可以隨意由我</div><div style="color: #666666;">可能這也只是一個藉口。。</div><div style="color: #666666;">為我找不到答案的藉口。。。</div><div style="color: #666666;"><br />
</div><span style="color: #666666;">該理清還是該盲目呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><br />
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</div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-3920143835021654522011-05-15T07:15:00.000-07:002011-05-15T07:15:33.561-07:00慌<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">最近的我都处于慌张的状态</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">不</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">应该是打从我做这份工开始就处于慌张的状态</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我不敢说我有什么梦想</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">因为我是一个没有梦想的人</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">读媒体的我</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">不敢说我可以适应媒体的行业</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">但我真的不喜欢做业务</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">偏偏我却因为现实</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">进入了这一个行业</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">有时想一下虽然觉得并不差</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">而且这个是很多人都希望进的公司</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">可是</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">哪又怎样呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">总是追着数字跑</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">没有一天是睡得熟</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">还要担心自己请到假去完成我买了机票的旅行没</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我真的很慌</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">有时还在想我是不是该去看心理医生?*夸张</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">在我还没完成这份工之前</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我要好好的想一想</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我之后的路应该要怎么走呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我害怕我走的每一步</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">很多人说我还年轻</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">但我经不起跌跤</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">究竟我现在的"重任"</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">现在这坚硬又沉重的肩膀要抗到什么时候呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">很抱歉我现在没有办法积极和开朗起来</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">因为我本来就不是一个乐天的人</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">每天都在散发负面的想法</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;"><br />
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</div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-43567526715984710682011-03-05T23:13:00.000-08:002011-03-05T23:13:44.200-08:00弱<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">我一点也不坚强</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">我很弱</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">我很想躲在怀抱里哭</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">可惜</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">当我开口的时候</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">所有的人只叫我要坚强</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">不要那么容易掉眼泪</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">一点懦弱的机会都不给我</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">一点让我躲进怀抱的机会也不给我</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">这份工让我很挫败</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">任何方面</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">进去之后发现很多地方的不足</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">我知道我要努力</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">可是</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">大家都把我当神</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">一天之内要学会他们几年的东西</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">甚至台湾腔</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">而我是唯一一个没有留台的人</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">地区名</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">台湾腔</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">语助词</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">特别的词句</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">文化</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">我一概不通</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">要我怎样呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">表面上说:久了就会知道的,就了就慢慢会了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">但</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">一点时间都不给我</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">那我又怎么会呢?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">我没有学会爬就立刻教我飞!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">你傻的啊?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">压力好大好大</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">从来那么痛苦过</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">每天每天都想哭</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">每天每天都觉得好痛苦</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">或许就像妈妈说的:万事起头难</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">或许像哥哥说:我第一次做工是这样的啦</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">或许像朋友说:只是你不习惯而已,做久了就没事了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">或许想kei说:压力会让人成长和坚强</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">这些我都知道</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">但在这一刻</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">我真的好痛苦</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">好害怕</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">好恐惧</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">我几乎每天都活在恐惧当中</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">活在害怕当中</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">我每天都要把自己当成海绵</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">一直不断的吸收</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">不能有满的事情发生</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">吸收了要会利用</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">要有价值</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">这不是一件容易的事</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">我该怎么办?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">不要把我当神</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">不要以为我很坚强</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">我什么都不是</span></div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-21264845581667229552011-02-26T22:21:00.000-08:002011-02-26T22:21:03.487-08:00离<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">只想对你说</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">抱歉因为晚上去的途中被告知你家人回家了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">所以不能去探望你</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">抱歉因为家人的关系</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">不能送你最后一程</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">不过我知道你不会生我的气</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">因为你是那么的可爱和善解人意</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">其实</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">我至今都不敢相信这是一个事实</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">到现在都不相信我永远再收不到你那花心思即神经质的信息</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">我的电话号码里也不会出现你的名字</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">我看不到你的部落格更新了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">我们见面不多</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">也不算熟</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">可是你很开朗</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">记得我们曾经一起度过圣诞节还有你的生日</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">虽然我们的缘分已尽</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">但</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">我会记得你</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">把你记在我的心里</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">这些我只想对你说</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">希望你在天上可以看到我这篇部落格</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;"><br />
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</div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-63328288142198220162011-02-15T06:24:00.000-08:002011-02-15T06:24:12.340-08:00人生<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta;">今天和哥哥抱怨做工的事情</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">我哥说:</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">以前教你电脑你不听</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">现在要学电脑型号和零件的东西</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">现在惨了吧!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">我说:</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">我好像都在和命运作对</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">但都输给命运</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">像是我不想当个上班族</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">可是我现在就当上了上班一族</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">像是我怕面对大众和说话</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">但我读广播组</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">而且还在很多人面前主持过</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">我不会电脑的东西</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">也很懒惰去懂</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">但我现在就面对一堆什么dual core 2,intel,ARM,什么的</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">我哥说:</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">这就是人生</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">人生总是会面对你不想面对的事情</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">记得之前在微博看到蔡康永写过</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;"> 15岁觉得游泳难,放弃游泳,</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">到18岁遇到一个你喜欢的人约你去游泳,你只好说“我不会耶”。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">18岁觉得英文难,放弃英文,28岁出现一个很棒但要会英文的工作,你只好说“我不会耶”。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;"><a href="http://baike.baidu.com/view/5576.htm" style="line-height: normal;" target="_blank"><span style="line-height: normal;">人生</span></a>前期越嫌麻烦,越懒得学,后来就越可能错过让你动心的人和事,错过新风景。</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #9fc5e8;">——《康永,给残酷社会的善意短信》</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; font-family: Arial;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta; font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">我虽然错过了不少</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta; font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">但也参与了不少</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta; font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">我现在就在被逼自己学习</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta; font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">希望我可以找到其中的乐趣撑下去</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: magenta; font-family: Arial;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px;">加油!</span></span></div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-31753931205053191332011-02-13T10:30:00.000-08:002011-02-13T10:30:19.762-08:00单身情人节<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBSujuxxujEE-JwlO4LfmEAN0ps-2hG31MwcBEa6fyGMuH0usPywIZCiwM95umH9WyhK3pcJ-5CXgLi0uFj6dmgg7h7sNApzW6GXTYtNhNXcUl6rzhgv5aXwuH4CqxpsZUtpHrB-JqXwFn/s1600/Untitled.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBSujuxxujEE-JwlO4LfmEAN0ps-2hG31MwcBEa6fyGMuH0usPywIZCiwM95umH9WyhK3pcJ-5CXgLi0uFj6dmgg7h7sNApzW6GXTYtNhNXcUl6rzhgv5aXwuH4CqxpsZUtpHrB-JqXwFn/s1600/Untitled.jpg" /></span></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">google的情人节logo</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">还蛮特别的</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">不过却没有感觉</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">哈哈</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">凌晨12点和一班好友在mamak档喝茶聊天</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">不过是没有在意情人节啦~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">这个节日对我来说已经没有感觉了</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">也没有任何意义</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">也希望我的单身朋友们不要在意这个日子</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">因为我和你一样!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">单身</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">哈哈哈哈</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">单身也可以很快乐~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">只要你找到一个你需要他是很会出现</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">会听你诉苦</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">会帮助你的人</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">即使是朋友就好~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">不需要情人</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">最近行情不好</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">无论是感情的行情</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">还是经济的行情</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">所以~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">不要拍拖省钱!哈哈哈</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">这样想会比较好哦~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">再次说~单身情人节快乐!</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">至于有情人的</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">你的事~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">不祝福你们~</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">blek!!</span></div>Cloverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14011272265734449390noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3185970608323214404.post-26602737023611532792011-02-11T12:23:00.000-08:002011-02-11T12:28:53.112-08:00钱 $$<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">家家有本难念的经</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">这本经通常都是和钱有关</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">今天和老友一起倾诉家里烦恼事</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">虽然我是女生其他都是男生</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">但是我却有男生负担家计的烦恼</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">曾何体统</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">虽然现在男女平等</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">但我只能说我肩膀很重很硬</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">人说肩膀生痣是日后家里支柱</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">是属于负担的痣</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">而我</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">非常不幸的</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">生了两颗</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">以前还不信邪</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">现在不得我不信</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我们四人</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">有人是隐形的富豪</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">但他还是很勤劳的工作</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">应该是为未来铺路</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">有上进心的人</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">有人是家庭支柱</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">和我差不多</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">不过人家是长子</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">而我</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">是家里的幼女</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">但是我却成为了家里的支柱</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">这支柱不是那么容易当</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我现在终于明白为什么那时猪嘴会每天睡不着觉了</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我每天一定要凌晨四点才可以睡</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">睡到下午一点自动起床(以前可以睡个12小时或更多)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">虽然找到一份工可以放心一点</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">但是有压力</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">也觉得这可以影响我以后的发展</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我从来没有想过我是个人物(somebody)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我往往都在和命运作对</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">明明不想做个上班族</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">才读媒体的</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">谁知如今我还是踏入上班一族</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">人真的是不能预测未来</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">当初我也不知道我会“做非所读”(读的和做的不一样)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我其实很在意</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我也不知道我做工过后会怎样</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">希望没有我想象的坏</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">也希望工作愉快</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">在大家都在为自己谋生的时候</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我觉得为了我自己和家人</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我必须要兼顾谋生与未来着想</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">意思就是</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">自己要存钱为自己</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">也要负担家庭</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">在这个混乱的世界</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">我还是暂时认命</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">开心的迎接吧!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;"><br />
</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">虽然写是这样写</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">但其实我怕和紧张到要死!!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">加油!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999;">晚安~</span><br />
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